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once again, the computer has me addicted. i've got to control myself. i was supposed to go offline about an hour ago to read sats words. since tmr's a 510 day, n i have training after that, plus friday is a 410 day. so i'll have absolutely not enough time. nuts.
oh well. there's still a bit left to this night. shall not let it waste away.
gotta blog first tho. first highlight of the day, odacians be careful with wad yu do in the odac room, cos i just discovered today that there's this window that looks into the odac room. it's next to the entrance to the indoor gym, but its pretty high up, gotta use a chair to look in cos the ceiling of the corridor to the odac room after the main odac room door is pretty high. so beware!.. no funky stuff in the line of vision ya. ahha. better safe than..caught. haha.
anyway, update: i decided to try for math n chem S, if i don't get chem, hopefully i'll get physics. yeah. that's it. can do nothing at the moment now but wait for the results.
alright, i gotta scram.
wait, there's this very nice song w nice lyrics, saus was singing it on monday, it's called army of two, by dum dums. very nice. (: can really make yu feel better in a way.
alright, g'night to all my fav pple. haha. that sounds so pri sch. alright. cya..
hahhahahaha training yesterday was mad. i was dying. 1.6 X 5. hmnn. + 800 m. hi, no wonder i was dying. i only could do four sets plus 800 m. bahh and that was running out of the time targets. oh well. at least...this will help. i don't wanna hold everyone back during sikkim. so i should try n like....improve. ya. gah.
growling was pretty nice yesterday. pleasant experience, even the part where sau n i ran for the couches while nizam looked aghast. haha. well..i did sats..read a bit about it, now i have like..a general idea of the layout of the paper n stuff. ack. the english part is really quite hard.
words of wisdom. take it from me. i'm einstein's hair buddy.
oh and happy deepavali to all out there who celebrate it. and to the rest, have a GREAT day. j2s study hard. :)
yay!
open house. ack. ipw. ackack. almost died of a heartattack today when this woman told me that the price of photocopying a colour page was TWO bucks. like HI. i was so shocked i couldnt say anything for like..a while. ya.
yoyoyo. haha in the end i really did go back to sleep. woke up at 2 only cos my dad was calling me to eat lunch.
okay i'm up early. my ex malay tuition teacher just came and gave me pineapple tarts. damn nice! haha he rocks. he's such a sweet guy man.
yeah (:
hiiiiiiiiiiii :)
I DON'T BELIEVE IT. i don't even remember adjusting my template. SCOOF. i have no time for this now. i will change it. AFTER bio. AFTER my class mini outing. AFTER seafood dinner w my parents. AFTER tmr's survivor.
okay blogger hates me. that's it. they refuse to publish my site. wads up w that.
blogger, PUBLISH MY ENTRY. NOW.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGH.
physics! the deceiver. i think physics deserves to be squashed too. i think this paper was harder than last years..and the year before's. i think so. which is NOT a good sign. i have to go mug bio now. or i'm scoofed.
chem is killing me. it's like jumping around trying to stab me. problem is, it keeps missing the deadly point, and injuring me everywhere else, but at least it's still giving me the opportunity to squash it flat and sit on it. watch out chem, i'm after you.
car accident last night. the cat leaped, he swerved, accelerated, hit the tree, busted his lip, tree came down, car's a wreck. yeah that's my bro. sigh. the way that boy drives, it was sooner, not later. at least it's a minor accident. he seems to think any road is a highway, prob even the carpark. anyway, this may just add on to his m/c from army..
i had to blog. tmr's the beginning..of hopefully wad will not be as painful as i perceive it to be. in one week all this will be almost over, and i hope the feeling that engulfs me isnt regret.
Another great song. :) chem chem chem..chemchemchem chemchem. i've started to mug E chem now. chemical energetics. done. bonding. needs revision. on toooo kinetics, and ionnniiiiic equilibria tonight, or tmr :) CHEM AWAITS.
today was physicsy. haha. yea!...i've realised once again that physics makes sense, and can be quite fun. when yu know how to do it. i was looking at the common test mcq paper and i realised i was really quite scoofed back then. hope i've made some kinda improvement now. we'll see yah?..yeah. time to work on the chem now. THE chem. haha. and THE bio. awaits me.
incoherence, unlimited.
such a nice song.
i'm in the school lib now, supposed to be muggin cell bio. haha. secretory vesicle :)
anyway, do ya'll know, S paper choosing is mad. it's really a pain. esp when yu're like, half way there, and half way not there. no fair. i don't like this at all. i've never thought about this so hard. even like, choosing subject combi for sec3 was easier. sheesh. then again mebbe that's cos i qualified in sec2. oh well. nvm.
past few days have been a blur. i came to school, got back the marks, sat around during lectures n tutorials, and thought about my S papers. sheesh. wad a sad 2 days. okay i have to decide tmr. i think i'm gonna try for chem, sigh. altho i may not get it, i'll give it a shot la. and hopefully i'll get math. math n chem. or math n physics. give me the first one. i dunno. ack. argh....nvm
alright to everyone, good luck choosing, i'll blog again soon. nothing worthwhile of blogging has happened in my life.
i love you pple. g'night..
hmnn, i need to do a lot of catching up, kamya we need to have a slack sleepover, batch10, we need to meet up! dee, the beach is calling. growlers n conversers, it's time for another coffee hangout thing, let's go back to the holland v starbucks, it was much nicer, more comfortable. monopoly, w nizam andee kamya, and ya..general slacking!..i want to meet all my friends againnn...
bah. tmr. hopefully it won't be D-day, but ya. i'm quite worried. sigh. don't really wanna think about it. gah. bah. gaaaah. i hate yet love getting back results. bah gah aaah.
open house was really quite fun. i mean, i know that the rafflesian spirit was kinda dying down a bit after some time, but still, i had a lot of fun. yay. touring was good, walking around w jen and stuff.. altho my guidees ran off to look at cheerleading n disappeared during aloha. nuts. haha but other than that it was great. talking to friends, the bopping to music. n strange dance. n funky photo taking. n walking around. n eating bano's icecream, n talking to pple at the odac board. nice nice.
yay i'm happy that kamya harsharan lubna kasturi came, it was nice walking w them around. haha n lubna hijacked my name tag. haha. mad girl. and walking around the track w dawyl while she discovered the "mat" in her, and the strange dance w saus which consisted mainly of twirling, until i kinda heard a crack in her wrist. (i'm very sorry sau, haha, i will find yu a replacement wrist if necessary.) yeah. n the photo taking. man it was fun. dinner was good, altho the initial part when we were gonna to leave for dinner i was a bit uncertain.. cos ya. sigh. such a waste that that had to happen. but nvm, after that, i had a nice time again. ate dinner w the rest of the girls, cheech n ruiming at taka basement. nice food. nice drink. yay. haha..then after that we went to the lib, and i borrowed baby blues. how cool la. ya!..n then they left, n mel n cheech n i walked around some.
btw i almost died on the train. my FEET were KILLING me. ack. i was tryign to read baby blues until i kinda lost my balance n fell on this guy. it was quite painful cos it was a very hard fall. painful for ME okay. like falling onto a wall or something. like wassup?? ya. and nobody seemed to be getting off the train. i was really really really gonna like collapse on the floor cos my legs were killing me. had to go find a window to lean on. ended up right beside this couple, who were finding it really hard to PDA thanks to me.
when i got home i collapsed onto bed n lapsed into deep sleep. from like...8 plus to 1130. ya. n here i am. aaahhhh, nice day. nice day.
BTW, the quote of the day, of the week, of the season, IS : NO think, NO 'S', NO stress!! -by dawyl n nita.
rjc, odac, classmates, cool friends, keep on rocking. yay.
anyway, everyone, the practice ROCKS. it is the ultimate. now, i live for mondays:friends, the practice, friday:survivor, sunday:everwood. the rest i will watch when i happen to be around. life is rocking again, except that now, i'm getting really sick of the whole like rushed ways of school life. i barely get to talk to anyone, and when i do, i'm so tired, i dont. ya. exactly. tmr's a long long long day again. ack. odac stuff. it'll be fun i guess. i hope. just that it's very late. bleah. tired already. i gotta scram la.
take kare everyone, don't stress. life will get better. (ack. ack. i've heard of a few failures for chem already. ack. i'm scared. ack. ack.)
i just watched saving private ryan. and everwood. ah. emotional shows. so sad. i couldnt control myself, it was really so sad. esp the part when e captain died, and when he had to tell ryan his brothers were dead, and when the officials went to tell the mom her 3 sons died in action. oh so horrible. the blood. the guts. the legs and arms. the explosion of bodies, the splattering blood. how so very horrible.
ack. i have to go eat dinner now. ack. ack. i need something to do. sigh. bye.
so anyway, i'm up early. on a sunday morning. my parents have gone to the market, my bro is still sleeping. scott's looking all sleepy. i should go back to sleep.
hey btw, all e best tmr, for the econs dudes out there. it'll be all all over soon. so very soon. :)
anyway heres the programme for this year's after exams activities.
1. ipw. 2.open house. 3. sats. 4. nita's get healthy programme. 5. try and plonk around on the piano. 6. learn something new. 7. go to kota tinggi. 8. sikkim. 9. family holiday. 10. do my holiday homework. i'm a changed person after the promos. i will be hardworking.
i need to buy a book, a cd, clothes, so many things. i wanttt!
today was a gooood day. haha damn funny. and fun. laughed till my stomach hurt, my cheeks hurt, my eyes hurt. etc. yeah. dinner w nizam andee kamya mogi was good. haha.
and vj open house was great too (: quite exciting. it got me thinking about how different life would have been if i'd gone to vj. if it would have been more fun and stuff. but yeah. i think, i'm glad i made the decision i made, cos i've gained so much from it. friends, the experience, memories. i truly love all my friends. great pple. :)
today's been a very 'thinky' day for me. good day. i'm happy. and tired. but happy. need i say more?
i just changed my template! comments? prefer the old one?
life rooocccccccccckkkkkksssssssss :):):)
when the signature of freedom marks my forehead, yu will know, for the shine in my eyes and the grin on my face will show thru.
anyway, math was okay. finally. an okay paper. i'm saying okay cos it's all about relativity. ya. i didnt finish, didnt know how to do a cosine binomial, still don't know, and ya, i was doing my sketch of 2cos 1/2 x + something..qn 16b. ya i didnt finish that part. so that's not too bad. right. ya. hope so. let's hope there arent any careless mistakes. ack..
anyway bio's tmr. i'm so scoofed. did i memtion? i sacrificed bio for physics and chem, hopefully it's gonna be worth it. but now i gotta go save it. i have to. i can't just sit here and let myself scoof it. i have.. approximately 11 waking hours to do this. and then. there will be freedom. freedom. i want to breaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaak freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
chem was not good. i can't believe it. i had like...12 minutes to do 15 mcq. i only managed to like half-read 5/6 mcq, i skipped around, and then ya i put the option A for the rest, which were about 8 or 9 questions.. i dunno how smart that was, but celest told me i shuold have put C, but dawyl said B, and someone else told me alot of the answers were D, which is half-way a good sign cos for a few which i chose to read and do, i got D.
omg. omg. omg. HOW traumatic was CHEM??? VERY. i don't believe it. i studied for it! i studied the most for chem and physics. and WASSSUPPPPP??? how can they do this to me? how come..how come. and on the train home today, it was a very pleasant journey mind yu, w sya norain n filza, but yeah i found out that my essay qn, the graph thing, is wrong. so that's like wad, minus 5, plus all the undone mcq, plus like a few here and there. HOW?
and 3/4 ways thru the paper, when it finally hit me that HEY, I THINK I'M GONNA RUN OUT OF TIME, wad song entered by head? why, none other than dido, white flag. so there i was, humming
"i know i left too much mess and destruction..... well i won't go down with this ship, and i WONT put my hands up and surrender, there will be NO white flag above MY door." OKAY? yes. okay.
my brain hurts. from physics. it sapped all my brain power. this means, it's time for.... A NAP (: g'bye all!
sleep is good,
it's better than food,
i'm in need of sleep,
cos physics was *beep*
oh n btw, kamya got a blog! to jen nizam andee n all who know her..haha go check it out. i linked her..
isnt it interesting how the world works in its twisted demented ways, resulting in happiness for a moment, tears e next, and death in a flash.
to everyone,
good luck for the exams. i'll cya'll in school. g'night.
I know you think that I shouldn't still love you
I'll tell you that
But if I didn't say it
Well, I'd still have felt it
Where's the sense in that?
I promise I'm not trying to make your life harder
Or return to where we were
Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be
I know I left too much mess
And destruction to come back again
And I caused but nothing but trouble
I understand if you can't talk to me again
And if you live by the rules of 'It's over'
Then I'm sure that that makes sense
Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be
And when we meet
As I'm sure we will
All that was then
Will be there still
I'll let it pass
And hold my tongue
And you will think
That I've moved on
Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be
a great song by Dido, White Flag.
btw the shrek soundtrack is really nice. well yeah. it is. yeah. i want the blingbling cd. haha. shall invest in it sometime soon. i've got a borders card after all. better make use of it, altho rg probably hoped that i would spend the cash on books. tooooo bad. haha. cds are a worthwhile investment. only if they're real nice tho.
anyway i just watched everwood. it's great (: very nice. i think i'm getting too emotional. i watched just married yesterday, and yeah believe it or not, it was sooo sad. this one part of it. yeah. and i've got analyze that waiting to be watched too. plus there's this movie tonight which i want to watch. something about internal conflict i think. yeah. it's at 10 if i'm not wrong. must watch, the ad looked interesting. :)
oh and now i've got a new fascination w the beatles. i should have been born a few decades earlier. yeah. haha. (nah, mebbe not.)
anw, i better go mug later, cos yeah i intend to watch those movies above-mentioned. yeah (: more physcis coming up. till i'm satisfied, and we'll move on, shall we? aha. yeah.. gotta mug..my dad seems to be taking a keen interest in my insufficient mugging-time-slots, and yeah he "casually" mentioned that an average scholarship is worth like 300 000. okayyyy daaad. i get the point. i'm working at it. :) calm down ya. lovya. haha.
intelligence, negative.
stress, exponential.
exhaustion, infinite.
love, eternal.
sleep, ... perhaps.
Cyrus Jones 1810 to 1913,
made his great grandchildren believe you could live to 100 and 3
a 100 and 3, is forever when you're just a little kid so
Cyrus Jones lived forever
Gravedigger
when you dig my grave
could you make it shallow
so that I can feel the rain
Gravedigger
Muriel Stonewall 1903 to 1954,
she lost both of her babies in the second great war
now you should never have to watch your only children lowered in the ground
I mean you should
never have to bury your own babies
Gravedigger
when you dig my grave
could you make it shallow
so that I can feel the rain
Gravedigger
Ring around the Rosy
Pocket full of posies
ashes to ashes
we all fall down
Little Mikey Parsons, 67 to 75
He rode his bike like the devil until the day he died
when he grows up he wants to be Mr. Vertigo on the flying trapeze
oh, 1940 to 1992
Gravedigger
when you dig my grave
could you make it shallow
so that I can feel the rain
oh Gravedigger
dave matthews band:gravedigger.
anyway amanda n jen are like "studying" also, but more like talking. hahahahah... i want to be teleported home later. i don't think i can take a one hour journey home later. i'm tirrrrred.
sigh.
bye..wish me luck w cell bio. and yeah..g'luck fellow muggers. all the best.